It's him again - yay!
[Sarcasm.]

Jack, I hate you.
And yet I love you.
Why are you doing this?

Mood: Confused
Listening to: Nightwish - Forever Yours
Reading: The Body Farm - Patricia Cornwell

ι ∂σи'т υи∂єяѕтαи∂ ℓιfє.

I know it fucks you up sometimes, but I don't know why. And I don't know how.

ι ωιѕн ι києω тнє αиѕωєяѕ.

To life. To people. To everything.
It just feels so.....

ι ∂σи'т киσω нσω тσ ∂єѕ¢яιвє ιт.

So maybe I shouldn't bother trying.
It's just getting to me now. I told myself it wouldn't, but it has.

ι ρяσмιѕє∂ муѕєℓf.

I promised it wouldn't get like this - he wouldn't take over my life, stop me doing things.
But it's worked.

:'[

He always does this. I can't take it anymore.

Not from him.
Not again.


Grr....